Time Must End

There’s no more pain to be felt
No need to gasp for air
Floor of the bathroom has stopped to be so cold and hard
So cold and hard!

There’s no more sound to be heard
The room became gloomy
But I was still conscious in spite of the silence and void
Silence and void

Have no perception of shapes or forms
No concrete memory, no here and there
Only a knowledge of my being’s all I have
There ain’t nothing, no one, nowhere

Alone
Alone!

Time must end
There’s nothing to help me
Endless pain and tormenting want

Time must end
There’s nothing to help me
Endless pain and tormenting want

It started to dawn on me then
Initially too weak to notice and too far away to get fully aware
Of light shining there

Struck by sudden hope
Light became brighter and brighter
And started to burst
Started to burst

Frightened of thoughts
That will eat me up from inside
There’s no escape
No way to erase

Nothingness
Crushed from outside
Feel like dust that’s lost in nowhere

Ashamed
Ashamed

Time must end
There’s nothing to help me
Endless pain and tormenting want

Time must end
There’s nothing to help me
Endless pain and tormenting want

Time must end
There’s nothing to help me
Endless pain and tormenting want